p i c k m e a p a r t

Veggies

Today I experimented with some different vegetables. One success was Turnip Fries! Yum!

Insides

It would be nice if my body would figure itself out. It has been a long time since I’ve had any long term stomach pain and I do not welcome it back with open arms. INFACT! My arms are holding up fists which are ready to start punching(figuratively, of course). I’ve spent the last 3-4 days laying in my bed or on my couch in a pretty constant state of intense pain and I’m not really having a great time. Infact, just to make this point a little clearer I will give an example of what I’ve been doing: I watched Never Say Never (the Justin Bieber movie) and some random TV sitcom called Accidently, On Purpose(I think that’s what it is called).

On a more positive note I’d like to say that I made it out of the house long enough today (for the first time in several days) to renew my gym membership. I definitely didn’t work out, but the renewal itself was good enough for me based on circumstances. And! I saw Li’l Vest briefly! Excellent motivation to get back to the gym as soon as possible and as many times as possible ;)

Oh!

I have an idea for a neat photo project. I should take my camera downtown during big shows and take pictures of the fans waiting in line to go in! Group shots or just the crowd/atmosphere. Create a second website to post everything too and give people the address to find their photo at later on. Kind of like how they do at clubs… Except, it would be to capture that happiness and excitement that the day brings for them. :)

Whitecaps!

Yesterday I went to the Vancouver Whitecaps vs. the Seattle Sounders game at BC Place. I bought a jacket to add to my collection of Whitecaps FC swag. Camilo scored a goal and La Toux signed my scarf :) It was a pretty awesome day.

Karma

Last night, while at work (at Broadway Camera), I decided to surf the photo&video section of Craigslist. This is a common occurance since having my stuff stolen from my house. The film camera I had stolen is a pretty expensive and semi-rare find (as it is only really popular to a niche market of photographers) in Vancouver: Konica Hexar RF. Usually there are none of these cameras on Craigslist — however, last night was different. There was one listen in New West for $780 with pictures. The pictures of the camera had a backdrop with a material that seemed very familiar to me and it took me a couple of seconds before it clicked. My camera bag, the one that had been stolen, was in the background. It seemed very fishy to me that someone would happen to have the exact camera and bag. Working at camera store has it’s advantages in regards to knowing which bags are commonly bought and which are not — mine was not at all popular due. Immediately I contacted the police and had a friend email the seller for me, requesting to meet with the person and claiming to be interested in purchasing it. The person responded immediately and we set up a time to meet for today. At 3pm I went down to King George skytrain station (where we arranged to meet) with my step-dad and a police officer. I brought my box, receipt (as proof of purchase), and the camera’s serial number with me.

The camera was mine!! And I got it AND the camera bag back!!

The man who met me had purchased it a few days prior to our meeting for about 1/8 of what the camera is worth. He was surprisinly very cooperative and understanding of the situation. I still cannot believe how lucky I was. He handed it over without any issues and told me that he had my lens as well but had already sold it. He offered to hunt down the people he sold it do and do what he could to get it back to me. The police officer told him that if he didn’t try, because he was caught with stolen property, he and the people he sold it to could be arrested. 

He seemed like a very genuinely nice man who happened to have gotten himself up in a bad situation. The whole time he seemed more sorry for me and knew how much those cameras mean to someone who invests the money into buying them.

The point of me explaining this story is that it makes me feel like Haley Joel Osment in Pay it Forward minus the stabbing part. It makes me want to do my best to be an honest and selfless person, even moreso than I already try to be. There has been a lot of less-than-awesome activity in my life in the last year or so and this makes me want to ‘clean up my act’ or whatever the right terminology would be. I’d like to believe that Karma is a real — I think that if I ignored the good fortune of today I could find that my luck runs out again and ends up right back where it was. My luck hasn’t been very good in the last couple years and I want to believe that this is a sign that things are turning around. So, that being said, I want to be the best version of myself possible.

I’m still in awe of the good fortune of my day and I hope to make it last :)

Survey filled out by Brittany and myself in high school.

I found this on my myspace and thought it would be entertaining to reshare. I actually just laughed so hard. We were so ridiculous.

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8 Jul 2007

the survey answered by both myself and brittany.

What do you hear right now?
A: A rossetta stone commercial. Barnone, it’s the best I’ve ever used…
B: People who needed to learn a language who also enjoy people sitting in thier homes teaching them things.

If you could drink anything right this second, what would it be?
A: Strawberry Wine. Hahahahahahahaa…
B: Lots and lots and lots and lots of alcohol. Yep, I’m an alcoholic..

Does anything hurt on your body right now?
A: So. I do this thing were I go visit Anthony at 711 and I buy twix and red bull. BAD IDEA
B: My stomach because I’m an idiot and eat chocolate. I’M FREAKING LACTOSE INTOLERANT WHY DO I DO THIS?!?!?!

What’s your job position called?
A: Person who is in need of money because she is traveling to a far off land with no mountains.
B: Prostitute….. But not actually, I’m unemployed. Give me money.

Do you own a camera phone?
A: Yeah. Right now I have over 200 pictures in it and it amazes John because his phone only holds 15 before it’s like “Eff You”
B: Yes, and Lucas used to always say it had too many pictures of Amanda on it, I’m thankful that I have more pictures of her than him now, hahaa

What’s your bf/gf birthday?
A: Um. Do I have the right to answer this? I will anyways. November 6th. Heh… ? hahaha.asjakd..ajdaljal. Yeah. Miss you.
B: Ummmm, why do surveys do this to me? I really don’t feel I have the right to answer this question…. I don’t like it. SHUT UP GO AWAY! (June 1st) ;)

What was your elementary school’s mascot?
A: Gray Owls and James Hill Knights. WERDDDD.
B: Cougars! (And I would like to mention Amanda put the date in the above question.)

What’s your favorite bottled water?
A: The new one with the sweet bottle that has the indented part to make it easier to hold. I LOVE YOUU WATER!!
B: Amanda, it’s called Nestle Pure Life. Duh, AND IT’S AMAZING!!


What’s the next concert/show you’re going to and when?
A: SEAN LENNON. July 29th? Seattle. I NEED TO SEE HIM MORE THAT I NEED A PLACE TO LIVE.
B: Mindless Self Indulgence, July 23rd? I would really be thrilled to see them, REALLY THRILLED. Someone give me money so I can go.


What were you doing at 9 pm last night?
A: I believe I was on my way to Brittany’s to pick up her, Sydney and the BOOB cake. Ohhyessss.
B: Falling asleep as I waited for Amanda to pick us up so we could surprise John with the most amazing cake EVER

What’s your favorite Starbucks drink?
A: Either a Sugar Free Vanilla Soy Latte or a Green Tea Frappe. OHHHYEAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
B: On cold days I really enjoy Soy Chai Tea Lattes and during hot summer days I enjoy a variety of frappes!.

Do you exercise as much as you should?
A: Have you seen me lately, obviously not. I’m too flabby for my own goooood.
B:Uh, no, I’m too obese to work out, I’ll have a heart attack.

Did you attend your High School prom?
A: FRICK YES I DID. YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW. best date ever? <3
B: YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES. IT WAS SO AMAZING. See Amanda’s answer for further details.

Did you go to someone elses prom?
A: Yes, Last year I was Jeffrey’s date. It was pretty cool. I had a red dress.
B: Yes, Carly’s it was a sweet and we danced like nobody’s business. I miss it. SO MUCH FUN!

Would you give your bf/gf a second chance if they cheated on you?
A: Never, NEVER EVER. Cheating is the STUPIDEST thing I have ever heard of. Stupid people.
B: No, it fricken sucks and anybody who has any semblance of a brain would never do it. People who cheat need to be attacked, not killed. Just attacked…. By Amanda’s pitt bulls.

SOME STRANGE QUESTIONS:

Something purple within 5 feet of you:
A: Brittany is so close she is basically ON me. ;)
B: My shirt :) I like it.

If the Matrix existed, would you want to know?
A: Nope. Well, maybe. Nahh, it would be to fricken scary for me. It would take all hope away from living a good life. Life? jees. Now I’m thinking.
B: Well, I’ve never even seen a Matrix movie, except for the beginning of the first one. All I remember is the deja vu part. And bugs crawling under his skin. Oh, and ugly chicks. I have a fantastic memory obviously.

How long can you hold your breath underwater?
A: Apparently 7 hours? My native powers allow me to do super human things. You know, since us Natives are above all other humans. *Does Native Dance*
B: Well, I am white and have asthma so I can only hold my breath for a mere 2.68 hours. It’s pretty pathetic. Not enough time to go water buffalo hunting. *does white girl dance*

Your nails were last painted?
A: June 27th. 2007. Thank you Monica. You thought I was mexican. I am SO happy because of that. Too bad I didn’t speak Spanish like you expected me too. I’m sorry I let you down.
B: June 28th, 2007. By a male asian. It was fantastic, he laughed at me for being white.

The weirdest thing you’ve ever heated in the microwave?
A: Ice Cream. Just kidding. Um. Chocolate and Peabutter in hopes of melting them together to make a PEAbutter cup. Amanda safe!
B:Um, I put a fork in the microwave because my mum told me it’d make the house explode and I wanted to prove her wrong. I am such a rebel it hurts.

Ever crash a car, been in accidents?
A: Not me. I don’t do any crashing. Car Accidents suck a lot. Mhmm…
B: All the time. Amanda likes to ram her car into shit so I get hurt a lot. What a bitch.
A: Screw you hoe bag.

Do you look good in yellow?:
A: Yellow is not a good colour on anyone. Except this kid I know. But besides that. I HATE YELLOW. Pfffft.
B: I’m really not sure. It looked fantastic on Missy at grad though :)

Do you sing?
A: More than most of the Canadian population combined. I enjoy singing. SINGING IS FUN FOR THE WHOLE FAMILY. So are family sized boxes of condoms. That is what makes Brittany sing most. Hahah.
B: More than most people, more than mot drunk people even, that’s a heckuvalot of singing. And, Amanda needs five family sized boxes of condoms to satisfy her weekly needs.
A: Not yet. ;)

Ever sang in front of a crowd?:
A: Canada Day, Various School Talent Shows, Voice Competition, Graduation, Stuff, CHOIRRRRRRRRR, Vanouver Symphony Orchestra
B: Nope :) But I think Amanda’s done it enough for the both of us.

Do you dance?
A: Badly, but I still am proud of what I do. I dance circles around people. LITERALLYYY.
B: Constantly, I am on the inside right now. I just don’t do it well. Oh well, what I don’t have in skill I make up for in my breasts. Yep.

Least favorite color?
A: Yellow obviously. DUHHH. I puke on Yellow things. Except not. Only Brittany’s ugly wrist band that is dirty and crawling with bugs and viruses. Shit. I’m scared to have her so close to me with that thing.
B: Amanda’s a bitch, obviously. I love my wrist band and Ima find us an apartment with a yellow color scheme. And I dont feel like answering this question.

Favorite kind of pizza?:
A: PIZZA hurts me. Really bad. I’m so lactose intolerant, oh jees louise.
B: I’m really not supposed to eat pizza, it makes me really ill. But vegetarian pepperoni is too delicious to resist :) So, I rebel.

Ever played an instrument?:
A: I play guitar. I like to play with my keyboard. I used to play flute. I can play simple SIMPLE things on drums. Awwyee.
B: I play guitar rarely, I also play the elastic band guitar, I strum some sweet tunes on that bad boy

How old were you when you got a cell phone?
A: My first one? I think I was like.. 12. It was small, blue and FIDO. Weehoooooo.
B: Um, 15 or 16. I’m not a spoiled brat like Amanda.

How old were you when you got your first car?
A: I was 16, werd. I still have it. 94 Honda Civic. Yeeyeee. I want a new car.
B: I had a plastic car you make go by running, I had that sexy beast when I was three, awwweeee yeeeeee. I’m pimping

how many tickets do u have?
A: I have one parking ticket. I hate it when I park and pay 9 dollars and then it expires an hour later? Suck my penis.
B: None :( I wish I had one because that would mean I had my N. By the way, I scratched a bug bite so much it’s all white and swollen, and I bruised myself scratching it. I bruise like a peach.

How long have you been driving?
A: Almost 2 years? Over one year by myself though. I enjoy driving a lot when I am driving long distances in hopes of seeing sweet things. Yay for driving and sweet music to keep me company. I love my ipod. And my tape thing that connects it and my car in holy matrimony.
B: I can’t legally… I only drive at nighttime in parking lots. I feel like a mistress or something.

How many parking tickets?
A: One. Oh dang.
B: None, I should make myself a fake one. THEN I CAN FEEL SPECIAL.

Do you own your own car?
A: Yes. I was going to tell you what type of car it was but now you have to wait and see! OH MY GOSH, THE ANTICIPATION OF SUCH WONDERFUL INFORMATION!
B: No :( my plastic car died at some point. It was a really depressing time in my life.

What kind of car is it?
A: White ‘94 Honda Civic CX Hatchback. Werd to your motha’.
B: None…. Why do surveys ask me depressing questions like this.

Do you want to get married?
A: Yes, for sure! Marriage seems like a pretty sweet thing to me. Yep Yep.
B: Yes! I’m excited to get married, but not for some times!

At what age do you want to get married?
A: Sometime in my 20s. When I’m sure I want to marry that person and am deeply inlove with them?
B: Whenever I find the person for me and we have gotten to know each other well enough. And I have to look like an absolute babe.

Have you ever been married?
A: Only 3 times so far. My last marriage ended because my husband died in a terrible mountain climbing adventure that left him decapitated.
B: Only twice, to Amanda and my cat. But my cat died, so I guess I am a widow. How sad. And I think Amanda left me for her Illinois romance. I AM SO ALONE.
A: AHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAA. :)

How many kids?
A: So far I’ve managed to pop 5 out. I’m in need of help conceiving the next 17. ;)
B: I have two, I store them in my leg when I’m not using them. It’s pretty sweet.

RANDOM QUESTIONS
initials:
A: ALC. or one time I went by ALF. Hahahahaa..
B: BOMR and sometimes BOMW,if you only use one of my middle names I’m BMW. I wish I had a BMW.

name someone with the same birthday as you:
A: Prince Harry. I love him. When I was little I honestly believed that he and I would be married because we had the same birthday and because I desperately wanted to be a princess.
B: Um, the guy at the guitar store’s wife. And the other babies born on the same day as me, haha/

where was your last kiss?
A: SEA-TAC. Infront of my mom. Haha. I miss you way too much for my own good. Please come and kiss me some more. I can’t wait until August!
B: Outside of Newlands. I enjoy that :)

for or against same sex marriage?
A: I am all for it. If you love the person you deserved to be joined in holy matrimony. WEEERD. Mrs and Mrs. Aww. Not me though. I like PENISS. Hahaha. Brittany likes Vagina though. Just kidding. She likes penis. A lot. It scares me how much. Really. It does.
B: Completely for. All people are seen as equal in the eyes of God no matter who they love! And yes, I like penis. But not to scary degrees.

are you homophobic?
A: Totally. That’s why I want them to get married and live wonderful lives together. OBVIOUSLY I AM DEFINITELY NOT!!!!!!!
B: Not at all. Amanda and I have sex every night. Duh.
A: She must just be dreaming these things. I’m just that hot.

are you bisexual?
A: Not at all. Girls are pretty.. but men are BABES. HOLYCRAPPPPPPP
B: Nope. I am too straight for my own good.

do you believe in God?
A: You better believe it. I enjoy my father god and lord Jesus. yeeyee.
B: Yes I do, we’re tight We eat cheetos, apparently.

what is the current rumor travelling around about someone?
A: Brittany has a fat vagina that she has opened for way too many men. now she has to go for FAT men with huge penises just so she can SORT of feel something.
B: Well, Carly has a boy willing to remove his eyes for her. That’s not a rumor but I find it pretty darn funny. But my actual gossip is that Amanda likes anal a lot. And she likes it rough.
A: NO WAY. NO ANAL EVER.

What is your dream car?
A: Volkswagen GTI. Or any new car that has a nice sound system that drives fast.
B: Volkswagen is sweet! And Amanda’s mum’s car makes me happy in new and exciting ways!

if you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
A: Right now that destination would definitely be Illinois. Home of a good looking boy who I have claimed as my american and he has claimed me as his native. Soon enough.
b: Japan makes me happy. I want to see a geisha. And Amanda claims that I should go to Illinois to get some action. Crazy kid.

have you ever had someone of the opposite sex over at your house while your parents were gone?
A: Yes, plenty of times. Infact, next weekend I believe I have like 5 sleeping in my house or at least just coming over to visit.
B: Yes, if my mother found out she would be appalled. And during the second to last week of August my family will be leaving for a week. COME TO MY HOUSE.

how many concerts have you gone to?
A: This is actually completely impossible to answer. Every weekend for over a year and also SO many shows in between those shows and big concerts after and before and many during.. and yeah. Brittany doesn’t enjoy fat people.
B: Yes, I really don’t enjoy fat people.THEY HAVE SURGERY TO FIX THAT!

do you download music?
A: Yes. I am ashamed. Actually, no I’m not. Haha. I love music so much. yees.
B: Sometimes, usually legally though!

how many illegal things have you done?
A: I don’t know. Hahaha. Oh yuck!!
B: Gosh, illegal things are against the law! Yucky

where would you want to go on a first date?
A: Somewhere cool. Like.. Africa. Haha. Lets go elephant riding babe.
B: Sushi restaurants are sweet! And sushi restaurants in Japan are even sweeter!

Would you date the person who posted this?
A: Oh totally. Considering I found this in my OWN blog posts from like 2 yeaars ago.
B: Yes, she is such a babe. We’re in an open relationship!

has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?
A: Yeah. That’s all I really have to say.
B: Yes.

ever been kissed under fireworks?
A: I hate cheaters. Also. I am going to change this one day. TO YES.
B: Um, probably. If not I would like this to be yes. Amanda’s dog is choking, oh gosh!

Do you like president Bush?
A: I like how in his country there is this guy named Tyler. He is cool.
B: Um, we’re not tight. Sometimes I throw things at him, but he likes the abuse and comes back for more. Whatevs.

have you ever bungee jumped?
A: Not yet. I’ve been on the drop zone ride at the pne 4 times though. YEAH. Heights are so scary!!
B: Nope, and I don’t intend on it, seeing how I got scared at the pier in Vancouver, I am a wuss.

have you ever white-water rafted?
A: I was supposed to last weekend. I did better things.
B: No, I had the option to, but I didn’t. Despite how hard Brandon tried to convince me to, I rebelled!

have you ever crashed a car?
A: Noo. Crashing cars is for newbs.
B: Ten, all of them were 74 Toyotas. Not a good year for Toyota.

has anyone more than 10 years older than you hit on you?
A. Plenty of times. Infact, tonight I got invited to a pool party.. by 30 something year olds.
B: Yes, through Nexopia. STOP CREEPING ME.

have you met a real redneck?
A: MY PANTS FIT!!!!!
B: I’M IN TARGET AND MY PANTS FIT!!!!

are you interested in anyone right now?
A: HECK YES I AM. hey babe.
B: Yes, its kind of obvious. And people ask me about it all the time. Gosh, I am such a celebrity everyone is concerned with my life.

what song are you listening to right now?
A: Nothing right now. But I have Jacks Mannequin and Tegan and Sara stuck in my head.
B: The six week makeover commercial. It’s designed for each individual body type!! HOW AMAZING!!

what is your current favorite song?
A: Bruised or the Con or Nineteen. YAY. I feel you in my heart but I don’t even know you!!
B: Here In Your Arms by Hellogoodbye and Out of my Mind by James Blunt.

what was the last movie you watched?
A: I think it was 1408. Scaarrry.
B: Wimbledon, that was really enjoyable. And I don’t just mean the movie :)

where was the last place you went besides your house?
A: Brittany’s house to try any get rid of her, but she forgot her key. WHY AM I SO CURSED!!
B: I am at Amanda;s house right now, apparently unwanted. Oh, and we went to 711 to visit Anthony :) He speaks Spanish.

Deleted a question because it was dumb?
A: The last one. Muahahaha.
B: Yes, SOMETIMES I AM UNABLE TO ANSWER THINGS!

whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
A: Usually their eyes or hair. I love EYES so much. Ahhhhhhh. :(
B: Hair, eyes, height. Being short I quickly notice how tall someone is in comparison to me. Usually it is a lot taller.

what really turns you on?
A: Seriously? Um. Mood music and neck kisses. “Want to see my garden, it makes friendships”
B: Mood music and neck kisses. Amanda and I are so alike! Hahaha. Oh, and other things, but you have to be in bed with me to find out, obv.

do you have an ipod?
A: I’ve had a total of 4. I’m so cool. Lolzz.
B: I’ve had a total of 2. My current one is really sweet and I love it. *kisses iPod*

when do you know its love?
A: Isn’t it differently every time?
B: You just Know, you can’t just decide “If he hand feeds me grapes it will be love”.

what kind of alcohol do you enjoy while out?
A: I never go out. I’m antisocial. I want strawberry wine. Well, I want to try it. BE CAREFUL, DON’T PIERCE THE WALL BOARD.
B: I have never had alcohol. I imagine strawberry wine would be tasty though. HOLLIE GIVE US STRAWBERRY WINE AND YOUR CAR KEYS!

have you ever surfed?
A: I’ve surfed the net. I hope that counts.
B: No, I’d probably fall of and smash my head open and die though, knowing me.

do you know how to pump gas?
A: If I didn’t, I think I would die.
B: No, I need to be taught the ways of the pump.

Geek alert.

I just ordered a handmade necklace from Ed Sheeran’s mom.

Laptop, Kitties, Gingers and Photography School.

Dear Parents Old Laptop,

You have been of great assistance to me in the past few months after my own laptop was taken when my house was robbed. Please, if possible, start working better and faster so that I no longer have to wait over 5 months for things to load and also don’t have to worry about whether-or-not the page will spontaneously navigate away in the middle of a blog post and erase everything written up until that point. Thank you for your consideration.

Sincerely,
Amanda Lynne Calliou.

I was part of the way finished writing a paragraph describing the rookie mistake I made when I first brought Piper home. Last August I brought her home and she was (and still is) the first pet I’ve had since living on my own. When she was super tiny (2 months old) her favourite sleeping places ended up being laying on my collarbone or snuggled into the nook between my neck and shoulder. The majority my friends made sure to tell me that letting her do so was a bad idea due to the possibility of this habit continuing on into adulthood. Her cute-fluffy-baby-kitty appearance made their warnings void and I continued to let her. Now, about 9 months later, she has grown into a large, nearly year old, cat and continues to sleep in her favourite spots. I will be honest and say that sometimes when I’m on my laptop editing photos or in bed reading a book and she decides to lay sprawled out right across my chest (since there is no way she would fit on just one side) and completely blocks my line of view or ability to breath, I do indeed get frustrated or annoyed. That being said, I wouldn’t change a thing. I love my needy cat. Before her I was the farthest thing from being a cat-lover fathomable. Now look at me. I just wrote a paragraph that is based solely on my experiences rasing her. I’m a closet crazy cat lady that only has one cat!

On a completely different note I’d like to inform you that I discovered Ed Sheeran today. I’ve heard of him in the past but hadn’t thought to seek out his music until this evening. I can’t say I’m fond of every song I’ve heard, but, I’m definitely intrigued. This is probably another one of those times when I’m the last one on the planet to hear something or see something. This is a common occurence with music played on the radio and about %97 of movies. Those who know me well will know that I have always had a thing for awkwardly-cute ginger boys and rightfully assume that Ed Sheeran is no exception to that rule. One of his music videos even stars Rupert Grint, the original awkwardly cute ginger boy that started it all! One bad thing actually — he was born in 1991. I feel old now. God damn. Well, enough of letting my inner 12 year old girl write about kitty-cats and cute boys, there are other more serious things to say.

At 2pm on Monday I had an interview with the head of the photography program at Langara. She seemed to really like my portfolio pictures and said a number of times that I had a very strong application and a good chance at being accepted into the program which begins this September. She told me that there had been 114 applicants thus far and that the program is only accepting 27 students. Here’s to hoping I’m as awesome as I’d like to think I am. Actually though, I’m still on the fence and don’t know if the program will be what I want. That’s a lie. What I mean by that is this: It is supposed to be an incredibly intense, 5 day a week, 10-12 hour a day program that takes two years (summers off) to complete. It is supposed to one of the best photography programs in Canada. They have the most/coolest equipment for students to use and borrow, tons of studio space, and darkroom space. They also provide their students with industry contacts and many awesome opportunities; this includes 2 practicums that the school helps to set up with your choice of photographer anywhere in bc/canada/theworld! The program looks like it is really amazing. So, if I am accepted, I will just have to get over my fear of failing miserably and wasting thousands of dollars. No bid deal!

Oh goodness, my sleeping schedule is worse than I thought. Hellp daylight. I went to pick up the prescription sleeping medication my psychiatrist prescibed last night and found out that my medical wont cover it. It wasn’t expensive and I could have easily paid for it, but I didn’t. Instead I decided that I’d rather not pay to try yet another presiption drug. I want my doctor to figure out what is causing my innability to sleep regular hours so that it can be fixed in a more natural way. I don’t want to be given more drugs and to find myself at the age of 30 having to rely on daily temporary remedies to a plethora of issues.

Okay, this is getting out of hand now. Goodnight.